And so …. the Denial herds grow … !!! … written by Big Virge 31/07/2011

Yes Yes ppl, it’s a beautiful day in London, seriously cooking again, but, as with much that is vaunted as beautiful in this country, when the sun shines upon it, the day just couldn’t pass without some F’kry !!!

I’m talkin’ about the madness that went on at Trent Bridge this afternoon, Ian Bell, who made a fantastic hundred today, was run out in a freakish incident just before tea.

“Debacle” ….. just doesn’t cut it, in terms of how the scenario was played out, in typically English style, Mr. Bell took the, internationally recognised, laws of the game for granted, as if he didn’t have to observe them … !?! … was given out, which the crowd could see on the big screen at the ground, which resulted in a lot of very ignorant booing, from a clearly, less than knowledgeable crowd.

The Indian team, due to their, seemingly legitimate appeal, were, the subject of much of this booing, as they left the field.

Bell, clearly upset, showed his disappointment, by leaving the field in a very disgruntled manner.

Now, cricket, being the game it is, has certain, I guess, you could say, etiquette values, which, over the years, have been proven to be, flagrantly abused, by teams from pretty much, everywhere, however, whenever the white teams seem to have fallen foul of the, “Spirit of the Game”, unwritten law, somehow, they continually come out smelling of roses ???

I stopped playing cricket, even though I was pretty good, because of a lack of balance, in terms of the attitudes of people running cricket, as well as the constant back-biting hypocrisy of …. NO …. not your opposition, but, your teammates, in far too many instances.

Now, my flat-mate, being Indian, is an absolute cricket fanatic, who captains one of the better known names in the middlesex cricket league.

I will reserve calling out names, because, as was the case with the Indian national team today, he has refused to stand firm, when knowing that a choice he made, has actually given the upper hand to a subordinate player, who happens to be English.

It has taken an old friend of mine, who played in the Middlesex Colts with me when we were teenagers, to speak out about this individual, having only been at the club for a few weeks, for this teammates’ name to have been the subject of discussion for 2 consecutive weekends at our flat !!!

Now, this likkle pussyhole is a boy I have known for a long time, played cricket with him and even done favours for him, because, for a whitebwoy, “He Can Jump”, when he’s ready, if you catch my drift, when he’s at the top of his game.

However, his demeanour and attitude, as I watched him grow up, was enough for me to see the Fukwit in him, quite some time ago, especially after he directly, disrespected me, just to play the big man when he somehow, was given the captaincy of the same club, my flatmate now leads.

I use the word, lead, lightly though, because, leadership is about making tough decisions for the betterment of the team, regardless of the reaction you may receive from outsiders.

My point here is that, the Indian team, having made the appeal, went into the dressing room, and whilst having tea, managed to not only continue to discuss the appeal, but, then, conveniently managed to speak with both the England Captain and coach, and … Hey Presto … !!?!! … withdrew their appeal and allowed Bell to come out after tea and make a few more runs, before eventually going. Fortunately for the Indians, before he got set again and made another hundred on their submissive backsides !!!

Boycott made it clear in the commentary, Ian Bell has been silly, and by the laws of the game, should be out and that’s that.

It begs the question, with all that the BCCI have now garnered, in terms of power, via 20/20 and the IPL, why they would sanction such a backward step from their team in a series that will pretty much grant the winner, number 1 status in the world !!?!!

Colonial mentalities maybe … ???

It seems to have panned out, something like this, I guess ……… ?????

“If the English say that what we’ve done, is NOT, in the, Spirit of the Game, we should retract and do the right thing.”

Well, the right thing clearly was to have followed their gut instinct & pursue a dismissal that they were, well within their rights to, wasn’t it !!!???!!!

The question is …. had the roles been reversed and it was Tendulkar on a ton, looking like he could make a few more, would they have called him back … !!!???!!!

Well, those of us who aren’t afraid to call the kettle black when they see it, would tell you that, for England to have made such a gesture, would have meant some kind of agreement had been made under the table, that would benefit them, “BIGTIME”, in the long run !!!

That’s how, in my opinion, that reversal of roles, would of gone. So, I do hope, whatever their motivation, Dhoni & his boys got something major out of this cos this just looks bad on so many levels, but, you know what, Indian people in general, much like their English counterparts, have an issue with straightforward confrontation, it’s all backdoor removals or beat-downs that can’t even be credited to them, when the smoke clears.

Unfortunately, they invariably still have the cheek to claim credit for these actions, even when they know damn well, that they had very little, if anything, to do with them.

This level of denial of honesty, fact & integrity, is an awfully dangerous thing, because it can leave such terrible legacies in place, that, they take a very long time to remove, if they ever can be.

Fundamentally, what India have said to the cricket world today is, if England throw their toys out of the pram, we’ll pick them up for them. A precedent that, REALLY, should not be followed in my opinion … !!!!!!

“Stand for something or fall for anything”, comes to mind, and unless the Indians can somehow turn this series around, it is pretty clear that they are happy, when the going gets tough, to not stand for anything.

Incredibly weak and submissive, when, there was no reason to be !?!

This kind of subject matter is on the tip of many peoples’ tongues, in many different scenarios nowadays, it would seem … ???

I see & hear about them quite regularly these days, be it, stubbornness in people, which, being a Taurus, I am prone to, but, the bull is a notoriously stubborn creature.

This, however, does not excuse it, as very little in this world does, when it comes to being stubborn over things that you know you need to act upon or recognise, especially when, it comes to people you have within your circle of friends, colleagues or family.

No, you can’t choose your family, but, when it comes down to it, you can let em know that they’re, “Full oF Shit !!!”, when you have to, and I don’t mean when, you’re in a heated argument, I mean when they least expect it, when it really has the impact that it needs to have.

So, to finish this rant, a younger buddy of mine was out or should I say, “IN”, a prison cell for 14 hours after being involved, via two of his mates, a couple of girls & a couple of Iraqi’s, in an altercation on Friday night/Saturday !!!

We spoke about it last night, as he was, understandably, pissed about it, but, even in these situations, peoples’ minds’ choose to deny the facts about the scenario and the people they claim ….. to be friends.

I say this in this instance, because, having been arrested because these Iraqi boys were on some bullchit regarding the girls my bwoy and his two mates were with, the, “THREE of THEM”, ended up in the cells for fourteen hours !!!!!

As said, now, my young compadre was telling me that the girls are actually, really good friends of him and his boys, so, I asked him what they said about the sitch & more importantly, did any of them even come to the station to make sure everything was cool ???

His answer was ….. NO …..

Now, call me harsh if you like, but, if I’ve got in a fight because I was defending or protecting your ass from some dicks in a club & then get arrested for it, i’d expect these girls, if they were TRUE friends or mine, to at least, call the station or, better still, come to the station to make sure nothing untoward happened to any of us, especially with the way the Po Po are going on these days right … ??? …

“NOTttttttt” …… go back in the Mo’ Fuckin’ club ………… !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unf’ing-believable ….. !!!!! …..

Now, to end this rant, one of todays’ trending topics on twitter has been #reasonstobeatyourgirlfriend …..

A distasteful idea, at best, and not one I subscribe to …… If they’re getting on your nerves, get rid of em’, don’t physically beat on a woman/bitch after you done made the choice to get wid her or breed her, because that just proves the point that you’re one of those denial-driven fools.

You f’kd up, deal with it and move on.

However, ladies, you should now know, if you didn’t before, Ike Turner & Chris Brown, there are plenty of men who don’t have the first idea about restraint when you piss them off … !!!!!

Don’t be getting on this, “No man should ever hit a woman chit !!!”, unless you’ve checked the credentials of the man you choose to spread your legs for !!!!!

Denial of what’s right in front of you is a very F’ing dangerous thing ……

The Indian cricket team may have shot themselves in the foot simply because they have chosen to deny themselves of something they had every right to … ????

Stop this chit & fix the fuck up people !!!!!


Another 1 of them th’are CLASSICS … !!!

When Fat Joe was on those …. Diamond D …. PHAT Tracks ….

Old skool baby !!!!!

Gotta BIG this up whilst I’m in that Kev Brown Zone !!!!

Str8 FIRE….Water ……

Baaaadddddddd !!!!!!

Album’s far from shabby …. trust me !!!!!

He He he ……..

Str8 truth …. stop with tha bullchitting cos it could cost ya … !?!!!!!

Simply …. Listen.

Another Gr8 Kev Brown composition !

A name to look into … Sean Hoare … written by Big Virge 26/7/2011

In response to these :

Kiss me neck …. so much going on in this world, and so many with angles on it all now !?!

I do not question things to upset peeps, merely to get things straight okay folks.

Okay, so this guys death is made to look, relatively normal, by the same people, who, essentially are the people who hired and used him. Okay, then after he sees the light, he, all of a sudden wants to release information about a case that, has come to light anyway.

So far so good right … ???

So, surely, one has to ask how the VC (Vigilant Citizen) team, got to know about something that the British Media has done a damn good job of hiding, along with the other individual linked to this, Big George Webley, who has died also. Especially as the name Sean Hoare has been very hard to find headlining any papers over the last couple of weeks in the UK !?!

Now, excuse my ignorance, but, what kind of group of super powerful peeps doesn’t have the means to ensure that the possible cover up doesn’t look, quite so suspect, as it were ???

On top of all this, we are to believe the word of men, who were party to much that represented the wrongdoing by the media team they worked with and for !!?!!

Hmmm, thus, dance with the devil and eventually, you get burned, (no disrespect intended), but, that’s the truth, according to these stories.

Now, previous deaths & names like Tupac are being interwoven into this whole conspiratorial scenario.

Am I the only person looking at this and thinking, how much, if any of this, is believable, barring the deaths of Mr. Hoare & Big George ????

Once again people, what they do or don’t do has, exactly, how much bearing on the choices we have made, and how much truth we choose to share, when in those situations, as per Mr. Hoare, and what have the repercussions been, in terms of where we are today ??? Has it been to get to the point where, every death of one of these, “whistleblowers”, becomes, some kind of horrific, illuminati act.

Now, I’m merely trying to be objective about a story, which, if true, should really scare people, because, this would mean that pretty much everything from the top down is corrupt, or worse still, corruptible, or, as is the case with Messrs Hoare & Webley, removable !!!

I mean, Hoare in itself, says a lot, if you apply it’s reading to the act, that, it phonetically, could represent ???Bought & paid for, to commit acts, that, in many peoples’ eyes, could be deemed as sacrilege !!!

It’s all very disturbing, whichever way you choose to look at it, but, I do wonder how many of the commenters are, OUT of the circle of corporate moguls ??? Those of the ilk of Murdoch and I do mean, “REALLY OUT”, of it all, because, being out of it all, would probably mean, no, “Into-net”, or buying into what is represented, via sites like VC.

I’m merely playing devils advocate, as truth seems to only be accepted when, people die or are murdered, instead of whilst these truth-sayers are alive and well.

With all due respect to Messrs Hoare & Webley, individuals of their ilk will never be martyrs for me, because, as is the case with all these whistleblowers, what keeps taking them so long to blow the whistle !!!!!!?!!!!!!!!

“BLOOOOWWWWW” …. as soon as you find out …… !!!!!!!!!!!

NOT, long after you’ve lied with the devils, because it’s clear that when the time comes to pay penance for their acts, they’ll find someone, if not, a few people, to take the fall for them, or, be sacrificed as pawns in the game that they control.

A very interesting set of events indeed, but, I suggest, no more so, than those that continue to perpetuate much that is desensitising people to this stuff & enabling the continuation of the corruptive fashioning of the modern world.

What is it …. ??? …. written by Big Virge 25/7/2011

………… with weeks like this …. !!!!!!!!!!??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, before I get on my rant for the day, let me make this clear, my life is okay yeah … !!! …. and i’m aware of this, however, certain things do make you wonder …. WTF Fo’ real ….. !!!!?!!!!!

Now, I guess I should be careful, but, you know what, Fuck it man ….. !!!!! ……

Life can really push you sometimes eh people, y’all know you feel like this sometimes, don’t be frontin’ !!!!!

I have some issues that require some quite serious dental work, but, one hopes that when you are supposedly dealing with a professional from the medical profession these days, that, they are that, and not as results show, someone who could and I stress COULD, be trying to end your chit prematurely !!!

My dentist is in Russell Square right, recommended by my father to our fam some years ago. A man, who, based on his eventual record with his own wife when she became sick, was probably not the best person to be recommending anyone to ensure that your health is something that is foremost in, as is the case here, a medical professional’s mind. A professional, who you hope sees his customer’s happiness & comfort as being the, ABSOLUTE”, priority.

A priority, which is ahead of all of the peripheral benefits of having a few letters behind your name, the type that guarantee some level of blind faith amongst us laymen, who are reliant upon their integrity, honesty & most importantly, QUALITY, in terms of the care provided for us.

This being said, in my case, a faith, which was automatically increased, because it came from my father in my younger years, thus, I committed to having this work done with Mr. Gossayn, my dentist’s name, some time ago now.

Now, failure rates against success rates thus far, have been poor, to say the least, however, on the 16th, last Saturday, having had implant work done, I awoke, out of sedation, to be told by the nurse, that, I should just sit tight for a minute, as he needed to speak to me.

I was then told by my dentist that a portion of a needle he was using in my mouth, had been broken and entered the back of mouth to the point where he couldn’t remove it !!!!!

This was the result of a movement by my tongue, a muscle … !?! … whilst I was under.

OooooooooooUCH right …. !!!!!!!

Well, bearing in mind my groggy state, it would seem reasonable to understand why NEGLIGENCE didn’t enter my mind, especially after being told that he had already made some calls to see if he could get someone who could remove it, but hoped that by Monday, the 18th, I could have it removed.

Yup, I know …….. there are enough of you thinking, what !!!!!!!!!

Yeah, I know, but, heavily sedated right …. !!!! …. Anyway, came back to my flat, only to find that the powercut that had happened earlier in the day was still in effect, so, had to go grab some candles and get lighting !!!!!

A quick diversion at this point, I saw someone whilst walking, who I hadn’t seen for a while,

“Yo, hope all is good Rick !!!” …..

only for him to tell me that, a friend of his, who i’d met over the last year & had grown to like, was now dead …. not even 40, in fact, I think he was probably not even that close to 40, nothing untoward, but, damn man …. from what I know of him, he was a guy full of life & reasons to be here !!!

RIP Pete.

Anyway, a mate came over and chilled which was nice, but, to the point where I kinda stopped thinking about what had happened, anyway, come Sunday eve at 18.29, I get a quick call from my dentist, asking how I am and that he’d like me to come in at 9 am the next day.

Hmmm …. quick reaction time right …. !?!

Thus, my mind has been eased slightly, even if the pain in mouth is not !!!

Slept a very small amount on Sunday, due to a number of reasons, I guess … ??? … but, got to Russell Square on the Monday morning okay enough, to meet a very tall, suited, distinguished South African gentlemen, who greeted me and just oozed …….. Harley Street …….. you know.

In fact, he later confirmed that he is one of those guys who get called when people have been shot in the face … !!! … so, reconstruction kind of skills you know … ?

Anyhow, an hour and a bit later, the needle is out, now, to be fair, having been sedated for the 2nd time in 3 days yeah, I still managed, having been shown the needle, to ask for it, to which I was basically told,

“Oh no, we need to throw it away …………… ”

Yeah, think about that one ………………

The contradiction in terms, if it was my tongues’ fault & was a rare occurrence, as I’d been told by both professionals, why couldn’t I have that memento, or, EVIDENCE ….. RIGHT ….. ???

Okay, so, walked away from that one, only to see over the next few days that my face on the right side had pretty much looked, as one friend said, as if, ” I had a golfball in it !”.

Nice right…. !!!!?!!!!! …… So, I hear the screams …..


Yeah, I hear ya LOUD & CLEAR … !!! … but, “Better the devil you know !!!”

Particularly, having come to this point where he knows the plan and restructuring that’s required, yeah folks, it’s serious, so, how’s that for the start of your week …… ???

Pain then ensued for the next few days, diet of nothing that was wider than the width of a spoon for the next 3 days, gradual, but, VERY SLOW swelling reduction …. then, the raid on this blog by a bunch of leeches to get their chit promoted.

Then, a rather heated exchange of words with one of the few men who retains any level of respect from me these days, not nice, trust me, we’ll leave it at that.

Then finally, on Friday night, on a couple of missions at about 8.30, important ones for my artistic output, only to have the timing chain go on my car, yeah, a nice car too folks, I ain’t no bling brigade guy, but, I like nice things.

So, after the week i’d had, my ride decided that it was gonna literally, DIE on me, as I approached a motorway.

The day that this happened, it was raining & the kids had broken up from school, so the recovery vehicle, which ironically, came from a company called …… wait for it …… ” ONTIME “, arrives about 70 mins after, “It says on the tin !”, as it were.

Anyway, the upshot is that, to fix the car is not gonna be worth it, as I may as well buy another one / engine !!!

Now, as I said at the beginning, this is no Somalia, Norway, or Butch Lewis moment, yeah, he died too on Saturday folks, go find out who he was, if you don’t know yeah !!!!, but, it’s what I’ve been through this week.

Pretty messed up, however, as my friend said to me a while back, “Virge, you got some broad shoulders, broad enough to carry a very big load, but, the father won’t put more on you than you can carry ….. “.

Prophetic words indeed, but, as you get older, your willingness to continue to take these pressures without releasing that pressure cooker valve that rests within us all is where the struggle lies, in a funny way, I guess, for the more fortunate, who can afford to get chit sorted right … ???

Mo’ money Mo’ problems comes to mind ……..

And don’t get that confused, I A’INT NO MILLIONAIRE YEAH !!!!!

I guess that’s why i’m writing this …. to ONE, log my dentist’s actions and ….. because it’s proving to be therapeutic in a way, every little helps I guess …….

A friend showed me a pic that befits my struggles & those of people worse off than me around the globe, and, it is the images from these pictures, that I shall leave you with ……

They were messages of Graffiti either side of the … Underside … of a bridge …….

LIFE IS KILLING ME ………. was the first ………..

and on the other side was simply ……………………………….



This is what Happens ….

When your full of chit ……

You … in the end … get your face punched in … !!!!!

Pride comes …………….

What a DICK !!!!!

Enjoy, cos this fool really is a JOKE !!!

Unlike “Ordinary” … He at least …. punches !!!! LOL !!!!

…… but ….. HIMSELF !!!!

Damnnnnn !!!!!

This 22 …. YES …. you read right, 22 year old, has just won the British & Commonwealth Heavyweight titles ???????

What has boxing come too !!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhh … ah so it go …. written by Big Virge 21/07/2011

Well Well Well, unno pussyholes starting to show how this internet networking goes ….

On the basis of showing support to other peoples’ artistic endeavours, be they, your cup of tea or not, such an action is what gets you fuckers to acknowledge another artists’ existence eh !!!!!

I mean, seriously, is that how F’ing fickle & insincere artists have become … ??? …

I guess so, thus, the saying really is true, to be successful or, “NOTICED”, as I prefer to now qualify it, within the arts, you have to literally, “SELL YOUR SOUL TO THE DEVIL”.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been aware of this for quite sometime, but, when you see it in such a simple way, as I did on Wednesday, it does hit you quite hard.

By merely posting a few videos of artists I like from the past, the leeches quickly figured out how to work their own stuff onto my page by boldly sending links to me without asking me if it I was cool wid it or paying any respect to my own work ???

I can dig that to a degree, but damn, check a Mother Fuckers work out first, before going on wid some ….. ME ME ME ….. bullchit !!!!!

It’s actually quite shocking, but, quite reflective of the times, that, the bloodsuckers don’t even care whose blood they’re sucking now … !?!

Luckily for them, it’s not my blood, but, my words, that hold my poison in them … !!!

It’s pretty clear that those hunting for fame are very hungry to get a piece, like D’angelo, of the DEVILS PIE, well, just check that pic of him when he was crack’d out and in the care of the police yeah.

I get the whole, “FUCK the world vibe”, that exists in many peoples actions these days, but come on y’all, showing love to another is not showing F’ing weakness … !!! … It is the foundation on which strength in numbers is built. I’m listening, as I type this to music by a production house named Jabrock, who I hope to help promote himself & his art, via this, “Into Net”, medium. His vibe is one I respect and admire, because, although, my man, “Jabba”, has the ins to this snake-filled den of eniquity, that is the music industry, he, up to this point has chosen to, NOT, “Make friends & influence people”, just to get through.

He has chosen that hard road of doing things his way, regardless of the haters, leeches & liars.

The kind of road that is a very difficult & lonely one, which tends to be the road where you do not manufacture what comes to you creatively, to gain popularity, fame & notoriety.

This brings me back to this F’ing bullchit mentality of Mo’ Fo’s who believe that the only way forward is to piggy back of Mo’ Fo’s who they think can help advance their careers, even if they actually can’t …. DICKS !!!!!

On the flip side though, there do seem to be, far too many artists in my view, and I hope i’m wrong, who, since breaking through & making some ripples, don’t seem so willing to bring others through, unless they are label/industry recommended ?

Yeah, the under the radar collectives, via this, “Into-Net”, phenomenon, are seemingly connecting, even if it is via digital transfers, e-mails & skype etc, but, when people who are creatively minded sit tweeting their pussies off about any old chit, you have to wonder when you receive no reply to a message what the deal is.

I’ve heard Kev Brown, an artist I respect, say, that a non-reply means he simply ain’t feeling your chit, but, you know what, the more peeps you have on your rosta, the better for you right ???

Motown, etc etc, now I’m not saying that these semi-big talents have that kind of organisation, but, when people who do have some f’ing talent are just looked over because what you see of them isn’t, “THE BOMB”, initially, it doesn’t mean that, with a little help, they can’t be, or, more importantly, that they can’t be valuable to your creative growth in some other way.

Crap is crap, but in a world that clearly functions via a multitude of sub-standard practices, sometimes, that which seems useless to you, may well be the thing that gains you the opportunity to reach that greater audience & guarantee both they & your, future ventures, opportunities & security.

I tend to be one of those individuals who doesn’t like to deal with things that I deem to be of a sub-par standard, but, in my various little movements, dealing with some of these individuals has shown me that, they, like others, can have their moments of clarity, moments which, although maybe being short-lived & inconsistent, have aided me, in their own little way.

It makes me laugh how many of these smart ass rappers can talk about government & corruption, corporate business, yet, have not managed to become Jay-Z or Master Pussy & dem.

Illuminati parties, they may be … ??? … but when it all comes down to it, once embracing the mentality of sticking to an elite club/group, does that not make us all illuminati types of a sort ???

I dunno, i’m just pissed, right about now … !!!!!

It all seems like a f’ing joke to me, when I see young attitudes, but, even more so, when I see that these attitudes are in existence, purely because, they remain in older headz, who you’d hope, would have learned & would be showing a different attitude for the waves behind them to follow.

Unbelievable, but, true …….

I’ll leave you with this thought


Think about it … and fix the Fuck up ppl …. !!!!!!!

Corporate empires are not just built by takeovers, but, by ensuring that in times of trouble, your circle of friends/connections is so big, that, within their network, someone can always be called upon to contribute and keep you moving forward, even when the sharks surround …….

Yo Ladies/Bitches ….. PAY F’ing attention !!!!!

Uh huh baby girl ……