Take Some … Fa Fuks sake … !!!

Wow,

What’s good people !?!

Ya know, these days, i’m just trying to live life, without the strife, but damn it man !!!

Mother Fuckers are really trying to run talk, like i’m some kind of … F’ing Sucker !!!

They say, “apologies & forgiveness”, are good things to embrace, but, what about when the apologies are repetitive, thus, worthless … !!! …

How much forgiveness are people supposed to show, and, what the fuk for ?!?

I have never been one for using messaging to express an opinion, unless it’s the only way you can communicate … ???

…. but, especially now that Skype & the like, exist, and the fact that there, now seem to be more phones in homes than people, you’d think that with mobile phones becoming like some peoples’ third arm, people would actually want to use them for talking, rather than, “Messaging’ …

Ahhhh but, that’s the point right … !!?!!

It’s the PERFECT mechanism to ….. “Hide Behind”, but, as I said in a recent post, “keeping”, peoples’ messages, is where it all gets fuk’d up right, because ….

What’s in black and white, has got be right … hasn’t it ???

Accountability …. is there a problem … ???

I’m harping on about the same ol’ things, but, god damn it people, Standards Man … !!!!!

….. me done start the year with, That Message … !!! …

and it really seems like, (and sadly, it’s not always the fully fledged “Duppies’), some of these Mother Fuckers are supposedly, “Intelligent People ???”, but, as “Wiser Heads”, have always told me, intellect, is not necessarily linked to …. ” Common Sense ” …. !!!

What a f’ing problem that is ???

All these people, acting as though they are helping, when in fact, what they are really doing is pretending to help, whilst actively hindering your ability to move forward, or essentially, blocking your ability to progress, i’m getting older and wiser daily, and it is a very interesting place that i’m in, able to observe, whilst living my own life freely, which I guess is why men be talking bout’, “robbing or shooting my ass”, because of what, honesty & straight expression ???

It is a very interesting thing looking at the world of hollywood and actors, and the, “Professional Lying”, that they are exceptional at, that, billions of us, enjoy and observe, but, how many are observing and how many are are actually, watching a version of themselves, in their eyes, on screen, and using that as their, “Vehicle of Escape”.

Yes, we have bought into the sights & sounds of TV, film & theatre, for that matter, in many cases, being, “escapism”, but, these days, it becomes more and more apparent, how many people see their lives on screen & use it as their way to absolve themselves from the fukry they do, so, then of course, that fav word of mine, ” Denial “, gets busy, denial of basic & very obvious truths.

The mind of a slave is a very distorted thing, they believe themselves to be many things that they clearly are not, many have enslaved their own mentalities by buying into their own hype, let alone that of the screens, that many attempt to live their lives through.

I do it just like the rest, but the realness of what I have been through makes me less than keen to buy into hype filled dramas, I deal with those things that deal with the dark truths that many refuse to take on as being a version of reality.

I was joking with a friend about the silver f’ing linings & fluffy clouds that mother fuckers be living on, as if they can stand on a f’ing cloud !!!!!

Come back down to earth just for a bit folks and smell what y’all be shovelling, cos I ain’t trying to have that stench round me, come on now, as Talib Kweli done say, “You got self-esteem issues, deal with that chit at home. on your own !!!, not through demands from others, to bail you out after your inability to deal with what you should have, a long time ago !!!

This is not a time to be playing with peoples efforts to achieve things, as they say,

“If you don’t want to do the time, don’t commit the crime !”

So many people are falling back into old habits because they’ve become, “A Habitual Ritual !!!”.

NOT COOL !!!!!!!!!

….. and definitely not the way to be dealing with partnerships, be they business, or otherwise.

This stuff is f’ing basic people !!!!!

Deal with things straight up, not on some, Hampton Court Maze pish !!!

“Oh, but, it’ll be FUN … running around a maze of fukry for a day !!!”,

…. when you’ve got shit that needs doing !!!

i’m getting very concerned because there seems to be a huge amount of fukwits within my generation who are f’ing parents … !!!!!!

Blame the children … REALLY … ???!???

Not when so few seem willing to do what they’re supposed to !!!

Which is …..

“Take Accountability”, for promises made, deals that have been agreed, and most importantly, ensuring that their relationships are …. ” NOT ” …. founded on, a bunch of lies, or, apologies, that are constantly repeated !!!

Isn’t that what happens in abusive relationships,

“Did he BEAT YOU … AGAIN !!!?!!!”

“Ahhh but he’s really sorry, i’m gonna give him another chance !!!”

…. Errrrr ….. Nooooooooooooo !!!!!

There is a time to try & a time to recognize & say … Goodbye !!!!

But …. to be able to do that ….

It’s not just these perpetrators who need to deal, but, all of us who need to … when it comes to … Accountability …. be willing to …..

be honest with ourselves, regarding our choices & actions, and …..

Take some … Fa fuk’s sake !!!!!

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“Wonder” … A Poem written by Big Virge 13/03/2006

Do you … ever wonder ?
Why … so many men …
Hurt their … “Human Brothers” … ?!?

or … as time … Unfurls
What’s with … These Girls …
who rush to have … Children …
They … Don’t Want to … Mother … !?!

So Many … Questions … !!!?!!!
with answers … Uncovered … ?!?

Why do people … Plunder … ?
Don’t YOU … ever … Wonder … ?!?

Why do people do … ?
The things that they do … ?

Especially things …
that lead to … ” Abuse ” … ???

Such actions … ” Bemuse ‘ … ?
and leave me … Confused … ???

Some people need Doctors …
whose surname is … ” Who ” … !!!

I wonder sometimes … ?
about … Peoples’ Moods …
then think of those … ” Smiling ” …

who have … Little Food … ?!?

Believe me …
That’s …. ” True ” …. !!!!!

It’s easy to try …
and … avoid … these issues …
when … buying your car …
on your new … “Platinum Card” …
whilst claiming … Your Life …
is …. “Ever So Hard” …. ?!?

From …
“Bourgeoise” … type stars
to those who claim … ” Class ” … ?
to those who sit … Moaning …
whilst drinking in … bars … ?!?!?

Who …. On Earth …. ?
do they think they are … !!!!?!!!!
when people … Still Starve …
because of the … ” Greed ” …
of these … Huge Companies …
like those who … Kill Trees …
to build …. ” Properties ” …. !?!

I wonder … Sometimes … ?
when writing my rhymes …
what concerns the minds … ?
of … Greed-Driven Guys …
and those who have …………

…….. ” Greedier ” ……

Cash-Driven Wives … !!?!!

I wonder … Sometimes … ?
will … “Poverty” … die … ?
and what’s with the … NEED …
for these … Chemical Highs … !?!

Who .. thought up designs … ?
to … ” DESTROY ” … Young Minds …
and … why do we … Comply … ???
with those who feed … Lies … ?
and why have we … Always …
Let Truth be … ” Denied ” … !!!?!!!

Why walk around … Blind … ?
when you have … Good Sight … !?!

“God” … gave us … Two Eyes …
to … See Through … The Lies … !!!

It would seem …. Unwise … !?!
to … choose to … Deny …

“Things” …..
that might help us ….
to live … ” Happy Lives ” …

I Wonder …
I Cry …
as time passes by …….

Who Gave Me … Incite … ?
to write … all these rhymes … !?!

when … ” So Many ” … think … !!!
My ….. ” Lyrical Twists ” ……
are NOT … fit to give …
to adults … or … kids … !?!

What makes people … “sink’ … ?
to doing … These Things … ?!?

I wonder … Sometimes …
Will They … ” Feel The Sting !?! ”

Many are …. ” Called ” ….
but … who chooses … ” Kings ” … !?!

Who’ll take … The Fall … ?
and who … will be … ” Mauled ” … !!!

I wonder … Sometimes …
Why am I … SO TALL … !!!?!!!

What gives … US THE RIGHT …
to keep animals … ” Caged ” …
spending … Large Sums of Cash … !!!
to build zoos and … act …
like putting … these animals …
on …. ” Public View ” ….
is the …. Right Thing To Do …. ???
when people need … FOOD … !!!?!!!

My views are … ” Uncool ” …
to those who now … Choose …
to buy into … ” Jewels ” …
and … ” Designer Shoes ” …

I wonder about … ?
The … Millions of Pounds … !!!!!
paid to … ” Top Sportsmen ” …
and … Pop-Singing … clowns …
whose songs should be …

……. ” DROWNED ” ……. !!!!!!!!!!

How many of … Them … ?
…….. ” Think of ” ……..
What they …. Spend …. !!!!!!
to buy themselves …. homes ….
In … ” Well-Secured ” … Zones …
“Locked In” … like a … ” Crim ” …
with their … ” Trophy Women ” … ?!?

How many …. I wonder …. ???
ever think about …. Others ….

“Worse Off” … than themselves …
when they look at … Their Wealth … ???

Then think …
It’s their …. ” Duty ” ….
to give the poor … Help … ?

But …..

Who am I … to judge … !!!?!!!

They’ve … EARNED …
all their stuff … !!!!

It’s ALL … Relative …
Well sometimes … I wonder … ?
when I see … how … “They Live” …

Should anyone … “REALLY” …
Live life like this … ??!??
when poverty’s … reaching …
” So Many ” …. Young Kids …. !!!!!

It’s CLEAR …
that they … DO … !!!

So ….
What of their …. Roots …. ?

How many … conclude … ?
That … what they’ve been though …
entitles them …. to ….
“Riches’ … and … “Jewels” … ???

How many are … ” Fools ” … ???
who choose to … Abuse …
“Values’ … they’ve … ” Infused ”
when … POOR … In their youth … ?!?

“Money” …. cannot ….
make you …. ” Smile ” ….
or give …. ” Happiness ” ….
…. or …. Fulfil you life … !!!

Because … In the end …
It can’t give you … Children …
or … buy you … Respect …
or … Protect you from … Death … !!!!!!!!!!

I wonder … sometimes …
why people … LOVE PETS … !?!

But then … ” Disrespect ” …

Women and Men … ????!????

What on earth … ?!?
is their … defence … !!!?!!!
for treating … PETS …
like their … ” Best Friend ‘ …
whilst showing … support …
for … “New Separatist Trends ?!?”

If I got on … ALL FOURS …
and started to … BARK … !!!!!
would people love me … ?
with … all of … Their Heart … ?!?

It seems … They Would … !?!

Well they can …
Kiss my arse !!!!!!

and I REALLY … Don’t Care …
What Colour … You are … !!!!!!

Things like … THESE …
are leading us … ” Under ‘ … !!!!!

Feeding …
Pets and Vets …
While ……. PEOPLE ……..

“Starve to Death” … ?!?!?!?!?!

“Many” … are facing …
“Permanent” … “Slumber” …
because of … ” NO FOOD ” … !!!
To … FEED … Their … HUNGER … !!!

How Many Die … ???

Who knows … The Number … ???

Who cares to question … ?

Well ……

These days …. I …..

….. ” Wonder ??? ” …..

“They Seem Strange To Me, Don’t They … To You … ?” … A Poem written by Big Virge 16/10/2005

As i’m now hearing, quite regularly, about peoples’ relationship issues, this piece, whilst looking at other things, may shed some light on why many people now are saying,

” See Ya ” … !!!

…. to their partners ….

maybe …. LOL …. ???!???

They seem … Strange to me …
Don’t they … to you … ?

The things that people ….
Sometimes …. do …. ?

Don’t worry folks …
I’ll … give you … ” Proof ” …
that people … make …
Some … ” Funny ” … moves … ?

How about … This …
to start things … off …
Outrage over …. !!!!!!!!!
” Cokehead ” …. Moss ….

” Apologies ” …..
and … Sponsorship … gone … !!!!!

Just … Lock Her Up … !!!!
Hasn’t she … done wrong … ?!?

Well …
Friends of hers’
“within’ … ” The Biz ”
are showing support …
for … ” Poor Katie ” … !!!!!!

People like ……..

Ahhh Yes … ROBBIE … ??!??

“Leave her alone !!!”

is … Robbies’ plea … ?

Could there … be … ?
Some more … ” Druggies ” …
getting … LOADS … !!! …
of …. Cash Money …. ???
while others … live in ….

….. ” Poverty ” ….. !!!?!!!

Take your time …………….
and … think it through …
while I … give you …
some more … Proof …
that people … make …

“The Strangest Moves ?!?”

Why do girls … ?
act so …………. aloof
and make men feel ….
that … They Aren’t cool …

But …. get upset ….
when men … REJECT …
the chance to … talk …
and … IGNORE … them … !?!

Maybe … because …
They’re getting … WET …
and … KNOW … !!!!! …
they want them …
In Their …. Bed … !!!!!

Girls like … This …
just … get me … Vex … !!!

They act as though …
what’s in … Their Head …
should make … A Man …
Kneel down and … BEG …
just to …. spend ….
Some time with them … !!!?!!!

That’s why i wrote a piece …
Called … ” Sex and Texts ” …
cos’ texting …. now ….
leaves me … ” Perplexed ” … ?

I’ve said it before …
and will … Say it … AGAIN … !!!

That’s … NO WAY …
to … ” Communicate ” … !!!!!

But ….
Nowadays ….
It’s used … in ways …
that may make ….. ???

” Straight Men ”
become … GAY … !!!!!!!!!!!

That’s why I like …
To KEEP … girls’ texts …
and use … Their Words …
to … Get Them … VEX … !!!!!

“Remember your text ?
Should I show you babe ?!?”

“NO, cos’ that’s not
what I meant, I merely meant,
can’t we be friends ??!??”

“Ahhh friendship right
but. in your text,
the word, “Friendship”,
was not transcribed ???”

“Well, you were supposed to
RECOGNISE !!!”

“RECOGNISE …. what … ?
Oh, read what you meant
between the lines !!!?!!!”

“NO, my text
was just a text
let’s move on
cos’ now i’m Vex !!!”

See what I mean !!!

Some girls are … Strange … ?!?
and … Sometimes … Act …
like … ” They’re Deranged !!! ” …

It seems … Some Girls …
Don’t Use … Their Brains … !!!!!

That’s why .. These Days …
i now … Refrain …
from getting into …
Womens’ Games … !!!

How about … This … ?

My friends and … I …
were … just in … FITS … !!!!!

You get … ” Intimate ‘ …
with a … ” Pretty Girl ” …
but see that she’s …
in … Her Own World … !!!

She says,

“Let’s keep
a low profile !”

So …
You say … “Cool”

But … Here’s …
…. ” The Move ” …

In public ….. She now …
…. ” Ignores You ” ….

You … ” Do your do ! ”

But ….
Then … When you …
Start … ” Making Moves ” …
with … Other People …
in the …. room ….

Here it comes … !!!!!

You know … The Move … !!!
She makes a … ” scene ” …
in front … Your Crew …
and … Storms Outside … !!!!!

But …..
When we leave ….
She’s … Waiting There …

Wearing … YES …
A … Cheeky Smile …

You … Play it out …

“What was that about ?’

But then … She Starts …
to …. Run Her Mouth … !!!!!

That’s when you say …

“OK, I’m out !!!!”

What does she do … ?

Stand there and … “Pout” …

“Fellas” … know the koo …
…. ” No Doubt ” … !!!!!!

It’s NOT … JUST GIRLS …
But ….
Fellas Tooooo ….
Who … Sometimes make …
These … Stupid Moves … !!!!!!!!!

which brings me back
to the … ” Question ” …

…….. ” Phew ” …….. !!!!!!!

The things that people
sometimes do …. ???

” Seem Strange to me …
Don’t they … to … YOU ? ”

Uh huh …..

No surprises here for me …. !!!

Dealing with these tech headz is like, pulling splinters out, a lot of the time ….

But here we are …..

“Be Careful What You say … !!!!!” … A poem written by Big Virge 1/3/06


Hearing that …

NOW … !! ? !! ? !!!

Let’s not forget, “Nobel Peace Prize Winner”, Mr. Obama, is talking of doing, that, which he said he’d do within … A YEAR … of his tenure in office, which was to ….

CLOSE … Guantanamo Bay’s detention centre …. !!!!!

It brought me back to this old piece of, Big Virge, poetic fire ….

It is clear now, that, as time moves on, in varying ways ….

People now … NEED TO …

Be … Careful what you say !!!
Be … Careful what you say !!!

Don’t talk about … gays …
in homophobic ways !!!!!

Don’t talk of … Terrorism … !!!
unless you seek a vision …
…….. “Where” ………
Your form of Religion …
is locked … inside a prison … !!!

Don’t talk in ways
that state a case
for … Shutting Down …

” Guantanamo Bay !!! ”

” I say I say ! ”

“Yes, you say what !!!!?!!!!”

” Can I use my brain ? ”

“Ofcourse you may
Just use it in,
A … Certain Way !!!”

” A … Certain Way ?
I’ll go insane !!! ”

“Well either way
you’ll end up caged !!!”

” What, just for thoughts
I put to page
excuse me saying,
but are you deranged !?! ”

” Don’t I have a voice
to express joy !?! ”

“Ofcourse you do
but we’re watching you !!!”

” What, like Big Brother !!! ”

“A little like that
but we call it undercover”

” Like Mr. Macintrye ? ”

“Don’t you ever get tired !!!”

” Well excuse me sir
I just don’t concur
with the thought
that my brain
should just refrain
from talking of things
that bring me pain !!!!! ”

“Sir, your form of complaint
now requires restraint
and if you don’t, STOP,
you’ll be detained !!!!!”

Now ……
I’ve just watched …
Yes …. ” I Robot ” …
and am … A little disturbed …
by … Modern Plots … !!!

Now actors are seen
on stage … as machines
I … Never Ever ….
would of … dreamed … ?!?

But … that’s the way …
Things are … these days …

Robots …
Now taking …
Roles in … Plays … !!?!!

It … worries me …
that … we may see …
A … Whole New Breed …
on our …. TV’s …. ?!?

X Factor … Robots … !!!!!!

PLEASE … Surely Not … !!!!!

IN FACT … that’s wrong …
THAT TV Show’s …..

Already On … !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That’s … A Joke …
I’m sorry folks …
Had to get that in …
In Truth … i’d really …

” LOVE TO WIN !!!!!! ”

Did I just say that … !! ? !!
I Need a … SLAP … !!!!!!!!!!!

” Be careful what you say … !!!
Okay … Okay … !!!!!! ”

I … ” NEED ” … to write …
……. ” Nice Poetry ” ……..
before I meet …
The … ” Censorship ” … Police …

Those … who claim
I should … REFRAIN …
from being a … PAIN … !!!!!

and should talk about

…….. ” LOVE ” ……..

and … ” Sunny Days !!! ” …

…… ” WHAT ” ……
World are … THEY IN … !! ? !! ? !!

They’re … NOT … in the one
of my … ” Black Skin ” …

Problems … I face …
Don’t … Lie Within … !!!

Can’t I talk about … Sins …
of … New … Racists … ? …

“Virgil son,
you must resist
you know your place
so just, accept it !!!”

What do you mean ?
I see …. I see ….
Hidden Away … from ITV …
and … CLEARLY … Yes …
…… ” The BBC ” …….

” Indeed ” … ” Indeed ” …
That’s the place … for me …

A place where … I …
write poetry …
and do not feed …
” Deluded ” … Dreams … ???

” They’ll ” … have an end
to suit … their means …

But …. Will it protect …
“Freedom” …. of speech … ?

…… or ……

Fill a slot …
Just … because ………

I do hope not … !!!!!

Is poetry dead … ?

Is freedom locked … ?

Is the answer in …
My head of … Knots … ???

I’ll do my thing …
until i’m stopped …

NOT … by Those …
who … sit and plot …

But …. Father Time ….
and … all our Gods ….
who feed me … words …
to …. ” Sit and Jot ” ….

I hope … that they …
with … ” NO DELAY ” … !!!!!

Decide that …. ” We ” ….
have right of …. way ….
to say … The Things …
We … WANT … to say … !!!!!

Those who choose …
to … ” Entertain ” …

and those like me …
of a … ” Different Strain ” … !!!!!!

Just like … Blood …
runs through … My Veins

“So Do” … My Thoughts …
inside … my brain …

To … Relinquish … that …
would … Drive Me Mad … !!!

Isn’t that … ” Essential ” … !!!
to being ….. ” Human ” … ?!?

Sharing views
with … Woman and Man …

I’m trying my best …
to … ” Over-Stand ” …

Why we’d want to …
change that … plan … ???

It’s hard these days
to live in … ” Peace ” … !!!

But … it’ll be much worse … !!!!!
with … NO … Expression …
or use … for … Words …

These plans … disturb …
and seem … ” Absurd ” …
and may just … Hurt …

This place called ……

….. ” Earth ” ……

We need to express …
to … Ease our … ” Stress ” …

and ……

” Communicate ” … MORE …

NOT … do this less … !!!!!!!!!!!

That’s just my view …
But … What about … YOU … ???

But remember …

” These Days ” …

“Be Careful What You Say” … !!!!!