Take Some … Fa Fuks sake … !!!
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Wow,
What’s good people !?!
Ya know, these days, i’m just trying to live life, without the strife, but damn it man !!!
Mother Fuckers are really trying to run talk, like i’m some kind of … F’ing Sucker !!!
They say, “apologies & forgiveness”, are good things to embrace, but, what about when the apologies are repetitive, thus, worthless … !!! …
How much forgiveness are people supposed to show, and, what the fuk for ?!?
I have never been one for using messaging to express an opinion, unless it’s the only way you can communicate … ???
…. but, especially now that Skype & the like, exist, and the fact that there, now seem to be more phones in homes than people, you’d think that with mobile phones becoming like some peoples’ third arm, people would actually want to use them for talking, rather than, “Messaging’ …
Ahhhh but, that’s the point right … !!?!!
It’s the PERFECT mechanism to ….. “Hide Behind”, but, as I said in a recent post, “keeping”, peoples’ messages, is where it all gets fuk’d up right, because ….
What’s in black and white, has got be right … hasn’t it ???
Accountability …. is there a problem … ???
I’m harping on about the same ol’ things, but, god damn it people, Standards Man … !!!!!
….. me done start the year with, That Message … !!! …
and it really seems like, (and sadly, it’s not always the fully fledged “Duppies’), some of these Mother Fuckers are supposedly, “Intelligent People ???”, but, as “Wiser Heads”, have always told me, intellect, is not necessarily linked to …. ” Common Sense ” …. !!!
What a f’ing problem that is ???
All these people, acting as though they are helping, when in fact, what they are really doing is pretending to help, whilst actively hindering your ability to move forward, or essentially, blocking your ability to progress, i’m getting older and wiser daily, and it is a very interesting place that i’m in, able to observe, whilst living my own life freely, which I guess is why men be talking bout’, “robbing or shooting my ass”, because of what, honesty & straight expression ???
It is a very interesting thing looking at the world of hollywood and actors, and the, “Professional Lying”, that they are exceptional at, that, billions of us, enjoy and observe, but, how many are observing and how many are are actually, watching a version of themselves, in their eyes, on screen, and using that as their, “Vehicle of Escape”.
Yes, we have bought into the sights & sounds of TV, film & theatre, for that matter, in many cases, being, “escapism”, but, these days, it becomes more and more apparent, how many people see their lives on screen & use it as their way to absolve themselves from the fukry they do, so, then of course, that fav word of mine, ” Denial “, gets busy, denial of basic & very obvious truths.
The mind of a slave is a very distorted thing, they believe themselves to be many things that they clearly are not, many have enslaved their own mentalities by buying into their own hype, let alone that of the screens, that many attempt to live their lives through.
I do it just like the rest, but the realness of what I have been through makes me less than keen to buy into hype filled dramas, I deal with those things that deal with the dark truths that many refuse to take on as being a version of reality.
I was joking with a friend about the silver f’ing linings & fluffy clouds that mother fuckers be living on, as if they can stand on a f’ing cloud !!!!!
Come back down to earth just for a bit folks and smell what y’all be shovelling, cos I ain’t trying to have that stench round me, come on now, as Talib Kweli done say, “You got self-esteem issues, deal with that chit at home. on your own !!!, not through demands from others, to bail you out after your inability to deal with what you should have, a long time ago !!!
This is not a time to be playing with peoples efforts to achieve things, as they say,
“If you don’t want to do the time, don’t commit the crime !”
So many people are falling back into old habits because they’ve become, “A Habitual Ritual !!!”.
NOT COOL !!!!!!!!!
….. and definitely not the way to be dealing with partnerships, be they business, or otherwise.
This stuff is f’ing basic people !!!!!
Deal with things straight up, not on some, Hampton Court Maze pish !!!
“Oh, but, it’ll be FUN … running around a maze of fukry for a day !!!”,
…. when you’ve got shit that needs doing !!!
i’m getting very concerned because there seems to be a huge amount of fukwits within my generation who are f’ing parents … !!!!!!
Blame the children … REALLY … ???!???
Not when so few seem willing to do what they’re supposed to !!!
Which is …..
“Take Accountability”, for promises made, deals that have been agreed, and most importantly, ensuring that their relationships are …. ” NOT ” …. founded on, a bunch of lies, or, apologies, that are constantly repeated !!!
Isn’t that what happens in abusive relationships,
“Did he BEAT YOU … AGAIN !!!?!!!”
“Ahhh but he’s really sorry, i’m gonna give him another chance !!!”
…. Errrrr ….. Nooooooooooooo !!!!!
There is a time to try & a time to recognize & say … Goodbye !!!!
But …. to be able to do that ….
It’s not just these perpetrators who need to deal, but, all of us who need to … when it comes to … Accountability …. be willing to …..
be honest with ourselves, regarding our choices & actions, and …..
Take some … Fa fuk’s sake !!!!!
Tags: Accountability, Honesty, Keeping it REAL, Relationships
It would seem to be THAT time … written by Big Virge 15/4/2013
Posted by Virge | Filed under Rantings
It would most certainly appear to be a period of, “Challenging Times”, all round right now !!!
…. well, except for, of course,
“THAT” ….
Echelon of folks, who, still have money in abundance, as C-Rock said, being rich … is one thing … “Having Wealth”, is a totally different ballpark !!!!!
Anyway, the let downs of 2013 continue to show themselves, thus far !!!
Those pretending to give a shit about more than their own existence & their families internal bullpish, who then resort to, the eternal excuses ….
Yawn Yawn ….
We’ve all done it at times, made excuses, or, taken to lying to hide our guilt, or shame, due to actions taken, that, should not have been !!!
Like, let’s say, claiming to have personal issues, which, yes, on the surface, appear to be what’s ruling their current, irrational behaviour.
“Oh, but, I NEED … YOUR HELP man, cos i’ve been helping you out, haven’t I …. ???”
Well, yes, in some instances, these people may have helped you in the past, but, even then, their version of help seems to revolve around doing things in their own timescale, and, when they are slightly out of joint with their own timescales/promises, it’s okay for them to dismiss any chance of you having a right to clap them down, because hey,
“They’re trying …. !!!!!!
but, “Things are hard !!!!!!”
Things are hard for the majority dickwad !!!!!
Recognise & deal.
Yes, there are variable degrees of what we all define as hard in our lives, however, as time goes on, the reality is, what do, “These People”, truly know about, “Hard Times !”, when they continually set themselves up for falls on a recurring basis – F’ing Cuntholes !!!!!
Then they’ve got the the cheek, invariably, to be talking bout’, “We bredrins”, or, even worse,
“Let me make sure you get prioritised !”, by putting you on some extra important, VIP mailing list …. Yawn ….
…. because when all’s said and done, the actions that then ensue are the ones that matter !!!
It seems apparent, that, people forget what others are … or, have gone through, to the extent that, Their Fukry …. which, in most cases, seems to have a more straightforward course of evolution, as in, they brought the shit on themselves, is where the denial begins.
The usual bailout calls or texts, or worse, mails, are sent, the sob stories start to flow & then the guilt trips begin …..
“Oh you’ve got change, so, give me what you have so I can do what I want to”
…. normally, appease their baby mother, wife, or, whichever bitch they have in tow, that, has them under the thumb, or worse, under the same ol’ psychological bullshit, most women be running, when ill health comes, or, the looks fade, the game has always been the same, but, for some reason, it does appear that these Mo’ Fukkas are exposing themselves readily now, as if they can, because pretty much all that surrounds them …. is f’kd up, or, going that way sharpish !!!
I’m truly not an ungrateful fella, but, I do take issue with liberties being taken with my good will and generosity.
Well, “Good Times”, are here, cos’ that’s about to STOP, permanently.
Pick up the f’ing slack people, if you say you’re going to do something, do it, if you can’t or don’t want to, then f’ing say so !!!!!
As a bird flusters herself in my kitchen, having flown in … The vibration of not entering zones where you aren’t comfortable, comes to mind.
I’ve had some truly enlightening experiences since 2013 began, maybe 13 is gonna be unlucky for me, but, something tells me it’s gonna be a lot worse for a lot of these weak-hearted pussies, who are running around like headless f’ing pricks, trying to do, as Snoop would say …. “Too Much !!!”
It is … what it is … I guess ???
… but … in terms of peoples lives & actions being clearly defined ….
Right now would appear to be … THAT TIME !!!
Assholes.
“Jealousy” …. A poem written by Big Virge on the 31/10/2005
Posted by Virge | Filed under Deliberating, Rantings
I’m NOT … Jealous of you …
Are you … Jealous of me … ?!?
because of … words …
you hear me … Speak … ?
Why be that way … ?
It’s … NOT … My fault …
You’ve got … Nothing to say … !!!
I’m simply doing … “Poetry” …
to see if those … at the … “BBC”
have prose that flows
“Better” …. than me …. ?
If they have … ?
Trust me … I’m Glad … !!!
I’m … No Hater …
or … Berater … !!!
“Like Jools” …. I’ll check ….
“Your Show” … A bit later … !!!!!
That’s … NOT … because …
of ….. ” Jealousy ” ……
But … IS ….
because … Your Poetry …
Doesn’t make … me feel … Complete … !!!
” Ofcourse ” … Your words …
Don’t have to do … THAT … !!!
But isn’t prose
supposed to … MAP … ?
A … ” Point of View ” …
that folk can … ” Catch ” …!?!
Maybe ….. NOT … !
but … prose … I’ve GOT … !!!
is … bound to … SHOCK … !!!
because things … I say …
“Reflect” …. The Things …
We see …. ” TODAY ” …. !!!!!
Like ….. ” JEALOUSY ” … !!! ….
Why do … ??? …
“Jealous Ones” … ” Envy ” … ???
and spread such … ” Negativity ” … !?!
That’s why I write ….
…… My Poetry ……
to keep me …. ” FREE ” ….
from …. ” Jealous Sneaks ” …. !!!!!
Who … BLOCK … The Path …
of those … Like Me …
Whose words … are … STRONG … !!!!!
and …. “Touch” …. ” The Souls ”
and … YES … ” Psyches ” …
of people … wearing … New Nike …. eees … !!!!!!
” Jealousy ” ……
has made ….. ” The Streets ” ……
A place for ….. ” Thugs ” …..
and ….. ” Violent Thieves ‘ ….. !!!
” Who ” …. want the …. Things
that …. Luxury …. brings ….
Fancy Cars … !!!
and stuff that … ” Blings ” …
“Even” … Phones …
with … Fancy Rings …
So …. watch yourself …. !!!!
You could be … Dealt …
some … HORRID CARDS … !!!!!!!
because of … ” Wealth ” … !!!
Downnnnnn to … ” The Devil ! ”
No Buy … or …. Sell … !
Just Maggots … and …
A taste of … ” HELL ” …
I’d rather …. Dwell ….
with those who’d … rather …
” Wish Me Well … !!! ‘
But … from … ” Their Heart ”
cos’ some do this …
with … “Poisoned Darts’ … !!!!!
” Jealous People ‘ ….
THINK …. they’re …. ” SMART ” … !!!
“Until” …. their thoughts ….
and …. “Fragile Forts” …..
are left …. OPEN ….
and are …. NO MORE …. !!!
Then … they’re …. STUCK
like … ” Dogs of War ” … !!!
” Begging ” … like …
Those men in … ” Saw ” … !!!
“I’ll change my ways
it’s not too late
please don’t take
my life away !!!”
” I’ll do what’s right
and won’t tell lies
I did those things
because of Pride !!!”
See ….. “Jealousy” …..
stands next to ….. “Pride” ….. !!!
No wonder ….
Jealous People … SLIP …
and fall right down …
THAT … Slippery Slide …
and then are … ” Quick ” …
to … Run and …. hide ….
These people … YES … !!!!!
I do … ” Chastise ” …
because … things they do …
are so … ” Unwise ” … !!! …
Making friends …
with … Shady Guys …
who then devise …
Peoples’ … Demise … !!!!!
They … Hide Behind …
Their … “Crock of Lies” … !!!
Watch them … CLOSE …
and ….. ” Analyse ” ……
and trust me folks …..
Dont be ….. ” Surprised ” …..
if they can’t look you …
…. ” In Your Eyes ” …. !!!
They say … that’s a sign …
that … someone’s lying …
which could be … an act …
of …… ” Jealousy ” …… !!!!!!!
which brings me back ….
to … ” Poets ” … see …
Many Try …. to …. ” Deny Me ”
A spot on ….. Stage …..
to stake ….. ” My Claim ” …..
and make people …..
” Forget ” ….. Their Name ….. !!!
The ….. ” Poetry Scene ” …..
has …… ” Little Fame ” ……
because … These Snakes …
have ….. ” Little Shame ” ….. !!!
That’s why I write …..
and ….. Use the Mic ……
to make these ……
” Jealous Snakes” …
” Uptight ” … !!!
I wish I didn’t have to be …
A man whose prose …
deals … ” HEAVY BLOWS !!! ”
But such …. A Gift ….
is …. ” Heavenly ” ….
But … Heaven’s … somewhere …
“They … Won’t See … !!!!!!”
People filled … with …
……. ” JEALOUSY “……..
Mind yourselves out there folks ….
it would seem to me … some 8 years after
writing this …..
That it’s …. on the RISE ….
Peace & Blessings to all in the struggle
DO YOU … !!!
Don’t study other people…
because Karma will bring ” ish ”
Back to you ….
Jus cool ….
1.
Fa Black folks … All Over … ” I Guess NOT … ?!?” … A poem written by Big Virge 6/8/2007
Posted by Virge | Filed under Deliberating, Rantings
Can’t Black folks …
Just … get along …
Well ….
My answer to this question
…. is ….
” I GUESS NOT !!! ? !!! ”
Don’t get me wrong …
Ofcourse … Some do …
but … Not for long … !!!
That’s just my view …
because of … things …
that … I’ve been through …
” Arguments ” …..
Over … Pure Nonsense … !?!
with … So-called friends …
and … Ignorant Men …
who’ve got … Hard Heads …
Let me make this clear …..
Hard Heads & Hard Ears !!!!!
The type who … FEAR …
those who won’t … Adhere … !!!
to what they … Hear …
coming from … ” Their REARS ” … !!!!!
” Nigs ” … who hide …
behind … Veneers …
Well … these here rhymes …
” They ” … need to hear … !!!
Don’t make mistakes … !!!
Time and … AGAIN …
Inside … ” My Place ” … !!!!!
You should … REFRAIN … !!!
Go home to … YOURS …
and then … ABSORB …
your train of … thought …
Then … THINK … some more …
then … Grab Your … “Hammer”
and be like ….. ” THOR ” …..
Just like … Rappers …
whose tours are … POOR … !!!
because they … Fight …
like … Warring Tribes …
Fightin’ … to Survive …
and … Grab their slice …
of the … ” Devils’ Pie ” … !!!!!
D’Angelo knows …
what … THAT … Feels like !!!
It can wreck your life …
If you grab a … BIG SLICE … !!!
” Disrespectful ” …. types …
” Will Pay ” … The Price …
for … ” Weak Attacks ” …
they aim at … Blacks … !?!
Nowadays … Most Whites …
have … Realised …
Some Blacks choose to feud …
with … other Black Crews …
and are quick to dismiss …
those in … Black Skins …
who … Try to … UPLIFT …
The minds of … NIGS … !!!!!
Those who … THINK …
Their shit .. don’t stink … !!?!!
….. ” BLACK LOVE ” …..
….. ” Black WHAT ? ” …..
Keep talking … Son … !!!!!
This piece ain’t done … !!!!!
I suggest you … ” LISTEN ” … !!!
and don’t … DISMISS … !!!
How many … Black Women …
stay with … Black Men …
Especially when …
They’ve had … Children … ??? ! ???
Are YOU …. A Black man …
who … Upped and RAN … !!!
when your woman had kids …
and … PROBLEMS …. Hit …. ?!?
When you packed your things … ?
Did the words … ” Black Bitch ” … !!!
pass between … Your Lips … ??!??
Whoooooooaaaaaaa ….. !!!
Can’t Black folks ….
Just … Get along … ???
Well … I guess … NOT …
and that’s … NO JOKE … !!!
Although …. Some quotes ….
are … CLEARLY … Those … !!!!!
Like … ” Whites did this … !!! ”
and … ” Whites did that … !!! ”
They’ve pulled some tricks …
There’s NO … doubting that … !!!!!!
But … Nothing … compared to …
……. ” Ignorant Blacks “…….. !!!!!!!
Like … Urinating in …
Your fathers … HAT …
YES …. the man was …. BLACK …. !!!!!
What’s up with … THAT … ?!?
Black folks seem to think …..
They’re … OWED … something … !!!
Like Credit and … ” RESPECT ” … !?!
when they’re in the … RED … !?!
It’s … NEVER … their fault …
when … Creditors … Call … !?!
saying …. ” Payment’s Due … !!! ”
That’s …. ” Nothing New !!! ”
See … some blacks hide
behind their … Fines …
Gambling … and … Lies …
and things they … BUY …
that … Bling and Shine … !?!
They’d rather have …
what they … DON’T NEED … !!!
Than pay … ” Money ” …
back to … The Man …
who tried to give them …
A …. Helping Hand … !!!!!!?!!!!!
Where’s their …. DEFENCE …. !!?!!
in …… Arguments ……
that have ….. NO CASE …..
But … Try to … Save Face … !!!
NO … ” Devils’ Pie ” …
But … A Narrrrssssttttyyyy Taste …
is what you’ll find …
in a cake … that’s … FAKE … !!!!!!
Dividing …. Our Race ….
seems to be part …
of their … DNA … !!!!!
Fools who choose …
NOT … to use … “Their Brains” … !?!
Can’t …. Black Folks ….
Just …. Get Along …. !?!
It would seem … NOT … !!!
” Another one DEAD … !!!
Another one DEAD … !!!
Shot in the Head …
by a Stray Bullet … !!!”
It’s … Black Children …
who … now need … Chests …
“Bulletproof” …. like Vests …
worn by … ” The Feds ” … !!!!!
So … before you … CHALLENGE …
Face … THAT TEST …
A … ” Den of Dragons ” …
” Taking ” … last breaths … !!!!!!
Go run your mouth …
on the …
” Wrong side of town ”
You’ll get found out …
when you hear … Gunsounds … !!!
I speak it as I see it … !!!!!
If i’m killed …
Then … ” So be it !!! ”
If i’m shot cos’ i’m wrong …
Then i’ll sing …
My Own … ” Swan Song ” … !!!!!
But …
Too Many … young blacks …
are showing … CRAC KS … !!!!
You can tell … by their chat …
that it’s …
“Strength” … They Lack … !!!!!!!
Thinking … ” Wrong and Strong ” …
is the way to … Move On …………..
” DISRESPECTING ” …. other blacks ….
whose chat … Holds Facts …
” Trust in this ” …
We need to STOP that … !!!!!
and … STOP …
These … Cheap Shots … !!!!!!
Whether from … Fast Gums …
or from those … who carry … Guns
Put your phasers on … STUN … !!!!!
Can’t Black Folks ….
” Just ” … Get Along … ???!???
This time … I hope …
My Rhymes are … WRONG … !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because the answer i’ve got …
…….. is ……….
I … Guess … Not … !?!
“It Really Is True” … A poem written by Big Virge 18/3/2013
Posted by Virge | Filed under Rantings
Ya know ….
It REALLY … is True … !
A lot of people ain’t cool … !
and be trying their BEST … !?!
to bring you … Stress … !!!!!!
Some it seems … ? …
are … Envious Thieves … !
who be … Plotting Schemes …
and … Devious Deeds …
because … They’re Sheep …
whose Bleat is … weak … !!!!!!!
“IN TIMES OF IGNORANCE
DEMONIC MOVES …
YOU SHOULD ACCEPT …
ESPECIALLY FOR …
THEM TYPES OF MEN … !!!”
“Them types of men … ?
What do you mean … ??!??”
“THE TYPE WHO’VE GOT
MORE GREEN THAN ME … !!!!!”
“Oh right you’re saying …
that you’re cash hungry
and are asking me
to join your team … !?!”
“WELL THERE’LL BE PROCEEDS
FROM WHICH YOU CAN EAT !!!”
“Yo listen up bro
i’m already broke
but Rob … Big Man …
I ain’t down with that plan !!!
He ain’t disrespect me
I kinda like his speech
we don’t always agree
but he deals in Truth
and …. REALITY ….
something that seems … ?
beyond your reach …
and clearly your … Mentality !!!”
“OKAY FUCK YOU THEN
I’MMA CALL SOME BAD MEN !!!”
See … this is where
it all begins …
men should … BEWARE …
of … Starting things …
because of … Petty Jealousy …
that … Leads to Greed …
and … Planning to Thieve !!!
So …
“It REALLY …is TRUE … !!!”
I’ve now got … PROOF … !!!
of how … ” Some Black Minds ”
like to … Hurt their own kind ?!?
WHY …… ??!??
Well because my beliefs
Dis / Sect … The Fallacy …
of …. Black Unity ….
within … Our communities … !!!
or because I don’t delight …
in … Beating up my wife … !?!
Trust me …. whether
Black … or … White …
Stuff like … That …
Just … ISN’T … Right … !!!!!!!
You seem to be … The Type …
whose actions are … Contrived …
It seems YOU ARE … THE SNAKE …
who ate from … GARVEY’S PLATE … !!!!!
Meanwhile you claim that … I …
am happier … with whites … !!!!!!
Well … SAFER …
Yeah … That’s Right … !!!!!
“Unless” …..
Like you … Their Vibe …
is … Taking from a Brother …
because of … Yes … His Colour … !!!
By this I mean …
it seems …. My Sheen ….
is what makes you feel
I … Shouldn’t Hold Green … ?!?
and Ofcourse … My Speech …
ain’t up to … Speed …
with you and your …
… Black Unity … !!!!!
The type that feeds
off …………..
DISRESPECTING … ME … !!!?!!!
because of … Cash … ?!?
and because i’m … Black … !!!!!
If you’re … SO BAD …
Go rob some … Whites … !!!
who you claim …. Have …
what you should ….
” Like ” …
A Fucking Mind … !!!!!
that … Uses Crime …
to leave your … Thinking …
“Titanically … Sinking … !!!!!
A Sheep … in … “Wolf’s Clothing” …
dressed up …. in …. Yup ….
Pure …. Self-Loathing …. !!!!!
Crews just like … YOU …
don’t like to see … Blacks …
AVOID … The traps …
that … You Fall In … !!!!!
Hatred …. within ….
when you see …. Your Kin …
Whilst playing you slick …
You Fucking pricks … !!!!!!!
need to stop believing
your own ….. “Hype” ….. !?!
and live life … Right … !!!!!
before you … find …
yourself … Resigned …
to thinking of … Moves …
you … “Should Not” … Pull … !!!
Like … USING … Man …
because … what they have …
You’re … Lusting For … !!!
like some … Kind of Whore … !!!!!
Trust and … Respect …
You have to … EARN …
It’s only …. DEATH ….
that’s … FREE to URNS … !!!!!
All these thoughts …
Ensure that …. WAR ….
is … NEVER FAR … !!!
from … My Black Heart … !!!!!
Don’t get …. ” Tie Up ”
I don’t give a … **** … !!!!!
If ya wanna … ROB ME …
Just come son … COME … !!!!!!
Because …. BELIEVE ….
when all’s said and …. DONE …
You’d be doing me a favour … !!!!!
because dealing with you …
is like …. HARD LABOUR …. !!!!!
I’d rather be …. DEAD ….
than have to deal with ….
….. IGNORANCE ….. !!!!!!!
which clearly …. stems ….
from ….. “Troubled Heads” ….. !!!!!
The types of peeps
who like to … “Leech” …
“Jealousy” ….. “Envy”
and ….. “Insecurity’ …..
“Invariably” ……
DEFINES …. Their Breed …. !!!!!
So … when it comes to …
” Who is Who ??? ”
Ya know … These Days …
It’s hard to … truly …
Just be …. Cool …. !!!!!
cos’ … Too Many Now …
are beginning to … Drown …
in … Their Own …
…. ” Ignorance ” ….
To them … I say …
… ” God Bless ” …
cos’ now … I won’t defend …
A … Peace-filled … Loving End … !!!!!
cos’ people … like to … TALK …
but … “RARELY” … “Walk The Walk” … !
Which makes me kinda … BLUE … !!!
to know … most peoples’ moves …
could make me feel … So Cruel … !!!!!
So … now I choose …
to hold … The View …
” Damn it man … !!! ”
” It REALLY … is … TRUE … !!! ”
Punk Motha Fuckers !!!!!
Anytime you ready …
Just bring … That … Ruckus … !!!!!
So, so much for being welcomed back into the Bajan fold … written by Big Virge 20/3/2013
Posted by Virge | Filed under Rantings
Okay folks, rant time ….
In fact, not so much, a rant, but, time to spit some facts.
I have recently returned to Barbados, to find that some people clearly don’t like the type of speech i’m bringing, because it’s not generic enough to be heard by every duppy who feels uncomfortable with straight talk.
Having left England to come to, “Little England”, all be it my parents home, it has come as no surprise to hear and see, such submissive attitudes, but when it comes to art and expression, who is anyone to judge, angst-filled words, when they have come from very REAL situations, especially when these words actually suggest, retaining, let’s say, in this case ….
Composure … ?!?
Confused … well a lil bit yes ?!?
I have been welcomed back to commentary on everything from, my form of expression, to, what is success for artists here, some very different visions of success clearly exist in …. certain Bajan heads ???
However, this post is once again, to advise all that know me outside of this island of the kind of fukry that this paradise-filled, location, has inside many of it’s peoples’ heads.
Apparently … having returned …..
“I’M DUE TO GET ROBBED !”,
Why …… because i’m apparently not, “Down enough”, wid da Street Niggers !!!!!
Now, anyone who knows me good, knows that when I use that word, I mean it in the Chris Rock sense of …. I’m tired of them and their gangsta bullshit !!!!!
RZA said it best, call them to kill some OTHER NIGGERS …. they gone come like the plague ….
In Bims case … call them to go Rob Cow Williams or any of the wealthy white folk, all of a sudden, the lack of response, comes like them frighten to come round you, cos, YOU got the plague !!!!!
So, it’s clear that, having been in this particular, niggers’ house, and broken some form of bread with him, his angle when asking about what kind of life i’ve had, was to plot to rob me !!!
Nice … !!!!!
This …. in amongst his distaste for my speech on black people & their behaviour, clearly defines his vision of, wait for it …..
“Black Unity”, much like, I guess, these artists views, on ……
My views on artistry ….
None of this makes a man feel very comfortable or cool ….
It’s amazing how, when you call for certain men to explain why their buddy, who they’ve introduced you to, is threatening to do things like rob you, they can’t be heard …..
In-fuckingcredible ….
Death, in this time & vibration, would be a blessing right now, in my mind, so, all I can say to anyone who be feeling this way about me or my being here in Barbados …..
“DON’T WASTE TIME TALKING …. !!!!”
I ain’t hard to find, come find me and let’s see who has the Creators Blessing !!!!!
Cos I REALLY am ready to find out … the question is …. are you …. ???
…. and people wonder why I speak about people in the manner I do …..
Well, it’s because the hypocrisy & bullchit that people be representing, NEEDS to be addressed, but, it’s clear from the way things are moving, that, people have been happy not to address these issues, so that they can sit and bitch and complain about the society they made no effort to change, through their actions or expression.
I was told by a woman very early on here, who moved back from Canada, that, she deals with very few Bajans, because her early experiences of Bajans, had been of vindictive, devious treatment, especially to black folks who come back with something …..
So, essentially, I guess, as a black person, you’re supposed to come back here, begging something from people, or, give everything you have to these individuals whose jealousy leads them to hating on you because they haven’t achieved anything !!!!!
The question is ….. WHY …….. ???
I was in conversation with a friend last night, who, funnily enough, isn’t Bajan, who said it as I see it ….
Wunnah begging something out there, what the fuck is your excuse to look to fuck with your own, when there are plenty of ways for black people to get paid, outside of doing street fukry …..
Working for it, isn’t sacrilege, look, there’s a … “Black President of the USA”, now, so, what’s stopping you ?!?!?
Oh … but, of course, that’s not true though right, because white folks and the system control wunnah destiny right … ???
Oh but, you do have a Black PM here, as well, who takes care of y’all though right … !!!!!
Ahhhh … but …
The whole … “Fire Freundel”, message boards would seem to suggest something else ….
Pussy, Money & messing wid your own, that’s the way to go huh…..
Well …. Fuck all that !!!!!
I done talk, but, the message is clear, you don’t like me or the way I speak, cool, just say so and i’ll keep my ass away from you …..
If you wanna do me something …. well, I ain’t no gangsta, but, I do hold a lot of anger ….
So, let’s measure up who’s who and … what’s what …. and see who is closer to God …..
F’cking people ….. !!!!!
Thank you all, for the welcome back … !!!!!
Guess my white friend … who is another prick, in London, was right …
“The people ain’t gonna make life easy for you !!!” ……
Well, i ain’t ask them to do that, cos I don’t need people to do that, however, be it death of my spirit, or my being ….
Certain Bajan heads, CLEARLY, are willing to do that for me …..
Time will tell and … we shall see.
Peace.
Not sure who this guy is … but he looks a lil’ like me ?!? … The … “Character Assassin” … written & performed by Big Virge …
Posted by Virge | Filed under Performance, Rantings, Video
Watch ya Mout … Watch ya Mout …
when, “This Man’s”, about !!!!! LOL …. !!!
However, jokes aside, STOP … wid the fukry when Serious Man der bout now ppl … !!!
Chuh … Stuuupseee !!!!!
Independence & a few other more important things … written by Big Virge 28/11/2012
Posted by Virge | Filed under Deliberating, Rantings
Okay so, it’s … “Independence”, celebration time, here in Bim this week ……..
Hmmmm … ??? …
Well folks, hate to get on the wrong side of Black Barbados … but … let me get this right !!!
Everyone is getting excited about … “Independence” … !!! …
… from a country & monarch, who had a ceremony supporting her Jubilee, barely 6 months ago … !!!???!!! ….
…. where government offices closed early & the military & other forces held a parade in her honour !!?!!
Sorry, must be me, to have a somewhat confused look on my face at this very moment !!!!!
Really people … ??? …
I mean …. FUCKING …. REALLY …. !!!!?!!!!
Okay, so, I must have it all confused right, after all, i’m a “FOREIGNER”, at the end of the day, in fact, a foreigner who comes from that place that Bim is independent from ….. however, I somehow have Bajan citizenship …. which was availed from the Barbados High Commission in Central London …
Anyway, as a foreigner from good ol’ Queenie’s land, why am I not greeted with red carpet treatment everywhere I go …. yeah, over the top, I know, but, you thinkers get my drift, whilst the rest of you, smart-mouthed, black folks, who are quick to criticize a man like me for not having my Black Queen on my arm, better check yo’selves yeah …..
As I hear Busta Rhymes, talking bout … “Wunnah done talk too much Bumboclaat fukry !!!!!”
Throw a … RASSHOLE … in there, and I good with that !!!!!
Where were the protests about this, “Obscene”, waste of money, whilst many people in the island feel the pinch due to economic woes affecting everything from tourism to … Hmmmm … artists getting paid, not only … ON TIME … but in quite a few cases … AT ALL … !!!!!!
…. by …. Government Affiliated Agencies, like the NCF & even BCC, i’m hearing, have a rather bad habit of expecting to get performances from well-known artists, without paying them a cent for their efforts, promptly.
Thus, you see, this celebration to me should not claim to be allied to Independence at all, as it merely seems to be an effort by the powers that be to galvanize some sense of … Unity … ??????
Yeah alright den ppl … NoooooTTTT …. but, clearly something … ??? …
… under the guise of Barbados having some sense of independence of thought & infrastructure from Britain & more importantly, the rest of the world.
….. that, just doesn’t ring true on any level for me, I haven’t been here long enough to truly stand totally firm with these statements, but, when I hear some of the more cerebral artists talking bout, they have to get on stink, to simply get paid for work that they have done at pretty much everywhere, except UWI, who seem to be one of the few institutions in the island, who deal with people in what could be deemed to be, a manner that is … “Independent”, of government practices.
Why is that then …???
The NCF are continually being exposed to me, as being, not only disrespectful of artists, but, not offering any sense of professionalism, in terms of supporting artists, including the young people of Barbados, in presenting their hard work to audiences, as it should be ….
I will not mention the scenario or names, but, it would be remiss of me to say, that, having been a positive critic of the Drama/Speech Nifca finals, there were, allegedly, serious problems with sets, visuals etc, behind the scenes of that event.
The artists were all ultimately, so professional in their execution of said works, that, as an audience member, it would be hard to tell, however, having spoken with, certain backstage members, of some of the productions, there were some incredibly, poorly managed efforts, to support the young people who had clearly, learned to discipline themselves, to the point where they were more than worthy of being in the finals !!!!!
Incredible … !!! … because the NCF & NIFCA will happily, it would seem, take credit, for the students work, rather than actually ensuring that their, behind the scenes work, was worthy of accreditation !!!
I am gonna be reading something at Lester Vaughn School tomorrow with Adrian Green & Inity Fyah, both, ultimately, very high quality exponents of performance poetry, which I am very much looking forward to, not necessarily for the performance aspect of it, but, to see how the dignitaries in attendance, handle us & in my case, how they deal with wordplay, that, may well, challenge the students to look at how educators & administrators, from a broader perspective, do things globally, and then apply these things to this proudly …. “Independent”, country, and how it ACTUALLY operates, rather than how it is … SEEN … as operating !!!!!
I cannot finish this post without speaking on the BULLY tactics, seemingly employed by everyone from Ministerial Levels, down to the, “Wannabee”, street thugs, with their guns & bravado ….
Waiiiittttt … hold on a sec ….
….. They seem as though they are actually one & the same, in terms of their demeanor, if a minister threatens to shoot another minister, how different are they in truth, to the thugs, who, people should not forget, tend to get called upon, when election times come, in far too many cases, by, said politicians & their friends ….
I hope it isn’t as blatantly corrupted as Jamaica & other countries, appear to be, but, when white businessmen & their families are allegedly, being threatened here, one has to wonder … ??? … exactly how independent of the ideologies & societal models, are these actions, from the very slave masters who used to employ, similar tactics to quieten, uppity slaves … !!!???!!!
I have had the conversation about slavery being a thing that is quite possibly, more prevalent now, than when our ancestors were in chains & having horse bits, placed in their mouths, as a form of obedience training, like fucking ANIMALS !!!!!
When a man comes & does work for you, regardless of color, the refusal to pay is tantamount to treating the man like an animal, you can whip to work, and then cage at the end of the day, without having any sense of guilt about such actions.
Well, bullies tend to, either, end up being f’ked up … Royally … !!!!!
….. or, they end up living a very sad & lonely life, where they are constantly looking over their shoulders.
None of these things sound like the actions of, “Independent”, free thinking, individuals, if anything, these attitudes & behavioural tendencies, ally themselves to the societal infrastructures & systems, like slavery, that have been implemented & followed by colonies all over the world !!!!!
Threats are the acts of F’ing cowards, so, if we are now threatening, not only white folks, but our own people … !!! …
….. and, in the case of Ministerial individuals, their own peers, one has to wonder why the Fuk anyone would be celebrating, “Independence”, here at all … !!?!!
As i’ve said before, when you watch the behaviour that white tourists receive from certain, Black Bajans, both, men & women …..
I don’t see white folks coming here, being humble, because they see a … STRONG, INDEPENDENT, BLACK NATION …..
NOT ONE BIT !!!!!
When we are dealing in fairness, accountability, appropriate treatment of artists, and political action, rather than rhetoric, bickering & bully tactics, then, maybe we can talk about being on the path to Independence ……
Independent thinking, in my view, being the most important level of independence, thinking that elevates itself above petty squabbling, racism, elitism & inappropriate monetary dealings, be they international, or the payment of people for services rendered, promptly, and in full, locally …..
Then we should be celebrating something … !!!!
As it stands, an event for dignitaries to pat themselves on the back for actions, that, “Betray”, the ideals of independence & progression, hardly warrants any sense of pride or ceremony, in my opinion !!!!!
If I am to be threatened for speaking that, which I have seen to be true, then bring it on …. !!!!!
…. as some of us really don’t give a shit about what y’all do anymore, as you are proving yourselves to be nothing more than thugs in suits & as they say, there’s always a gunslinger who is quicker & more willing to shoot than you !!!!!
Enjoy your independence day people !!!!!
Virge.
Dark & Light … I think you’ll find … actually intertwine … ?!? written by Big Virge 25/10/2012
Posted by Virge | Filed under Deliberating, Rantings
Okay folks, so, here’s the thing ….. !!?!!
Issues …. are on the rise in peoples’ personal lives, it would seem ….
So, let me just get this out before I get to what i’m seeing & hearing in peeps ….
http://www.bbc.co.uk/sport/0/mobile/football/20048531
Take this story as you will, but, Jason Roberts & Mr. Rio Ferdinand, were notables, who were not trying to wear these T-Shirts, which, I agree, are merely costume effects for a cause, that has had no serious destination, because the race train has been off the rails for so long now, that, much like, the, “Jimmy Sav Sitch”, it’ll probably bring down all sorts of people, who claim to be on the side of …. errr emmmm … “Kicking Racism” … out of football … Yawn Yawn …
Let us not forget that it is a reputed fact, that, Olympic officials of the Tommy Smith … (yeah look him up if ya nah know him !), era, were affiliated to various groups of fascist origins !!!
Thus, a separate organization to combat, that, which this campaign has been working for quite a few years now to make strides with … ???
REALLY … ???
Who they kidding, what’s the phrase … A White Elephant, Red Herring, or, just, “A Black Myth”, like the idea of black unity amongst our communities, yeah, i’m on that again, because i’m sick of seeing, how, even in todays’ rapidly changing world, this issue seems to be rarely spoken about with full transparency.
“The Interruptors”, movie, which I watched recently, exhibits just how far we have to go in learning how to agree to disagree & stop, black on black violence, and, the interesting part to me, was the fact that, female or male, it always seems to be individuals, who were gang members, or, were very naughty people, who turn the corner & then want to help stop that, which, they were an integral part of previously.
I’m not criticizing them, but, what is interesting, is that those of us who have a view of life, that avails a let’s say, more rounded & informed vision of what can be achieved, from discipline, hard work, and, a relatively sound family background, rarely seem to be the ones who our wayward youth, listen to …..
However, if it’s Fifty or the “Niggas in Paris”, fraternity, who are the individuals, a great many of our disenfranchised youth look up to …..
I’ve heard it in conversations here, about who would draw the young populous’s attention, it would seem that, a man who has worked hard & has a level of knowledge & experiences which could be very beneficial for young people to be exposed to, are not the ones who our street & “ghetto” youth, want to listen to … ???
Really … !???!
….. but, a …”Nigga”, who’s, “Made It”, from a lot of illicit practices & social commentary, that, in many ways, glamorizes, the very life, that we are looking for many of our young people, to reject, would easily draw an audience of these young people ???
Much like the football issue, it all seems a bit backwards to me ???
It must be me, but, I don’t think so folks …..
Many people do it in their own lives, live the lie that they know they need to change or walk away from, or, deal with …..
Is it hot shot lawyers, like, Peter Herbert, that the football fraternity needs … ???
Hmmm …. I don’t know, “The Black players’ Association ???” ….
Really …. ??? ….
A group that will separate themselves, from the very body, that, they’re going to be appealing to ….
…. to make changes, that affect, the general attitude towards race issues in football, that they’ve been previously, party to, have been paid by, and shook hands with, for the bulk of their pro careers ….. ???
Hope it works … but as said, seems a bit cart before the horse, in all honesty …. but, time will tell I guess, whether things, as they normally do, with regard to race issues in England especially, change, but, somehow, “Stay The Same !!!”.
Let’s not forget that Rio’s bro, wasn’t exactly, Gung Ho with his attitude towards John Terry’s verbal diarrhoea, yet, now he & his bro ain’t down with wearing a T-Shirt that affirms the thing, that needs to happen & would, i’m presuming, be the moniker of any group that is now formed, separate to the already, active group.
As i’ve always said, ” THE MOMENT … !!! “, anything racist happens, be it behind closed doors, or, in front of a crowd, these matters should be …. Immediately and Fully exposed to the world … !!!!!
….. NOT to the FA, NOT to UEFA, because it’s clear that they, refuse to publicly accept that they need to take responsibility for the actions of it’s members, be they players, fans, or bodies of countries where this bullshit still goes on … !!!!!
The sad part is that people actually believe the f’ing hype … ???!???
I remember having a net convo with a girl from Croatia, who was adamant that, things are so much better, and that Mr. Obama’s presidency, was a HUGE STEP forward for race relations …..
Unfortunately for her, this was right before the Croatia vs England game, where the monkey chants caused a … “bit of a stir !!!”, in her backyard !
Stop seeing what you want to see people, and see what’s right in front of you & in fact, surrounds you …… !!!!!
Cheeesus people … !!! …
I hear that a PMA … “Positive Mental Attitude” …. is a good thing to have … but, when positivity is evident yeah, not just for the sake of convincing yourself of your own delusional nonsense …. !!!!!
Right, as i’ve been advised that my posts can be a bit too long for you … “Short Attention Spanned Mother Fukkas” …..
I shall continue this part of this post … in my next one ….
But please, before all the tears & fragility in you, come out to play, get your head straight, about what & who you need in your lives, discard the crap, and in that, I also mean, the fake positivity pish ….
…. and work towards a fruitful future, which enables you to deal with the ups & downs … EQUALLY … rather than jumping on the bandwagon of Love Peace & all that other, Hippified madness …. !!!!!!
Get REAL with yourselves & get REAL about your lives & the time we are now in …..
It ain’t all bad … but … It ain’t all good either !!!!!
Come on now people ….. !!!!!!!
There is no YING without YANG !!!!!!
One.
Virge.
Looks like I ain’t the only one wid … “Darkness Within” … written by Big Virge 23/10/2012
Posted by Virge | Filed under Rantings
Lets simply start here folks ….
http://www.guardian.co.uk/media/2012/oct/20/jimmy-savile-bbc-sexual-abuse
So, for all you, “England Lovers”, let’s get this nice & clear yeah !
Mr. Jimmy, “Jim’ll Fix It”, Saville, was employed by the BBC to host a show, that, more often than not, provided, the granting of wishes for young people !!!!!
I bet some wish they could take them back NOW … !!!!!
Hmmm …. The BBC no less, now, the advent in more recent years of closet doors being open to avail more public freedom for the gay fraternity, would seem to now have been broadened to paedophiles !!!!!
Just kidding …. (I hope !), but, this is so far from being funny, it’s sickening !!!!!
This is no surprise to me, because upon his death, a friend and I sat & reasoned about the lack of any female of a mature age, having anything to say about dude’s personal life, apart from, how wonderful an individual he was & how great it was to have known him …. !!!!!!???????!!!!!!!!
What tha Fuck … I mean … REALLY … !???!
Ya know, it amazes me when I write something that is deemed to be, seemingly, less than positive about this world, how people jump on the …..
“Oh, but Virge, you don’t care bout’ people & bwoyyyy …. U too deep & dark & serious !!!!!”
Hmmmm … well, upon seeing the levels of possible, collusion & knowledge of such acts being perpetrated by such an individual, within the BBC hierarchy, I wonder … ???
….. are people gonna dip their heads in the sand regarding this issue, because Jimmy Saville was essentially, a pillar of the white community in England.
Some are already dropping the, “Ahh but he’s dead & there’s no evidence”, or, as Esther Rantzen tried to pull, the old’, “Ahhh but, he’s not here to defend himself”, tripe, like he would of EVER admitted to these alleged acts !!!
The question really is …..
Who now, is gonna tear down the very walls of the BBC to strip down this clearly, highly secretive, and, corruption-filled organization, that, let’s not forget, has been charging people for a TV license, for god knows how long, for what, to finance paedophile day trips across the country, to abuse young boys & girls … !!!!!
Get that clear in your minds people …. “YOUNG BOYS & GIRLS !!!!!”
….. and to finance a lifestyle, in Mr. Saville’s case, that would seem to have been pretty far away from … impoverished !!!!!
Then, let’s not forget his presence on the airwaves, I mean, how many people worked with this man & never heard the rumours huh … How F’ing many … !!?!!
The sad thing is that, the likes of Ms … “I stand firmly against child abuse”, Esther Rantzen, is now talking & shedding tears about the things that, seemingly, she felt & had heard rumours about, that, ” SHE DID NOTHING ABOUT”, when it was probably going on right next to her, in dressing rooms, studios & parties, i’m figuring …. ???
REALLY Esther … !?!?!?!
Complicit … ??? …
Well, it all depends on how you see & define, “Complicit”, but, if having any knowledge of his alleged actions, at the time, was something she had, then she’s as complicit as the executives, who, all of a sudden … ???
… are exposing this level of Nastiness & Wickedness, that was running within the corridors of the BBC, for something that possibly stretched for … over 40 years ….
YES ….. FOURTY YEARS people … !!!!!
Now, ya know, we black folks have always had a hard time in England …
Allegedly …. we are robbing, stealing, drug dealing, irresponsible scum, in a lot of English folks eyes.
Me, well, ohhhh, “Cut your hair, tidy yourself up, you’re too aggressive etc etcetera etcetera …
However, Mr. Fat Cigar, and jewelry, that ……
….. put Mr. T to shame at times, could be & probably, was getting away with all these crimes as somewhat of a … “National Treasure” … !!!!!
All seems a bit topsy turvy to me ….. !??!???!
I’ve always found the sites & sounds of black people wearing & supporting England, as deeply offensive to my psyche, because of how we are seen, deemed & treated, even in the very basic sense, of how we speak on the country & it’s practices.
I for one, have been made … at times, to feel as though my opinions were beyond ridiculous, and extremely, “Chip on the shoulder !”, type ish …. and, more importantly, highly offensive to English folks, well, let me tell you this, the level of this scandal is not just, OFFENSIVE to me, but, in fact, leaves me feeling like … FUCK ENGLAND & it’s people, with a royal … Two Finger Salute … !!!!!!!
How many actors & performers, sat with this man, shaking hands, without an idea where they had been & then spoke of him reverently, huh … !?!
How many huh … !?!
The likes of good ol’, Lenny Henry, and the rest of the new age comics, who, let me stress, may well have a few closets of their own, that need opening … I mean … SERIOUSLY … !!! …
These people, much like in the Dave Chappele, actors studio, revelations, are in a private club, where backs are protected, in this case, until death, so, the Mother Fuckers involved, cannot be held accountable …. !!!!!
Ya know, from the moment I joined the artists fraternity in London, the whole vibe of the arts, especially in the poetic arena, not Hip Hop, just POETRY, has been, overtly gay, at times, not that that’s an issue, long as nobody try push themselves on me with that pish, but, more importantly, very seedy, in terms of the characters who’d be doing it, and more importantly, running it.
The gay populous always hate to be linked to the paedophile ring, but are quick to relate themselves to black people and our struggles … !???!
Well, I hate that … !!! … just as much, but, can tell you this …
A guy I knows’ uncle is gay, but, upon being quizzed about what made him deal in that arena, he said that, essentially, he was not truly forced, but, was definitely coerced into a sexual act with a male, and ….. THAT …… he said ………..
….. is what set him on he yellow brick road to Gaydom, yeah, I digress, but, only slightly, for those who don’t want to see the link ….
Suffice to say, if, even now, programmes, such as Newsnight, cannot just run a show that investigates abuse of children, like that, when one of their own, even when he’s dead, is the subject.
What & who the fuck else are they hiding & protecting !!???!!
The BBC’s biggest ever scandal …???
How about England’s BIGGEST EVER Scandal !!!???!!!
The shenanigans of what goes on behind the upper echelons of English Society, can no longer be allowed, to be swept under the carpet. Transparency is indeed, a much needed pre-requisite, for matters, such as the Stephen Lawrence murder, and the issue of, “Institutional Racism”, to matters pertaining to child abuse in schools, by members of the teaching fraternity, the clergy, and clearly, TV dressing rooms … !!!
These matters now need to be seriously addressed, eradicated & looked upon and dealt with, in the manner, that they should be !!!
Heavy punitive measures & public vilification, in the judicial, media & education systems.
Individuals who deal in truth & rights, need to be embraced, rather than ostracized, for being honest & forthright.
I’ve heard it so much here already …
“Oh, you are too serious & negative & blah di blah blaaaarrrrr !!!”, from white folks, that, certain times, you have to wonder, what they are running from, is the truth of things & stark REALITY, oh so painful ???
… and if so … WHY … ???
Well, I guess it is, as it is for the majority of people, regardless of race, on this planet, it would, now seem ….
However, as England has been touted and still is, in a lot of quarters, as the ….
“B … all” & “End … all” ….
….. this time round, as many are now saying, “The Empire is now tumbling down … !!!!!”
It’s time for people to see the country for what it is, don’t give it the whole …
“Ahhh but it’s not all of us crap !!!”
What, like the old, “You’re alright, it’s the rest we don’t like”, line.
I see now, why Barbados has such a bully culture & corrupted … “Modus Operandi” …
Lil’ England huh ….
There’s a part of that tag, that, Bajans need to start rejecting, because if that’s the case, whose doing & covering up this kind of vile nastiness here ….. huh ….. ???
On that note, I’ll leave it there, and remember, my darkness within, is what rests in my mind & visions of the world ….
NOT …. I repeat …. ” NOT ” ….. in my actions … !!!!!
When people read my words & artistic expression, before getting all panicky, frightened and finger pointy, they should remember, what REALLY goes on … !!!!!
…. and acknowledge, that, some of us, actually KNOW, what we speak on ……
Blessings & guidance, especially for those who have been made a victim of Mr. Saville, and his fraternity of deceitful guardians …..
Unf’ingbelievable …. !!!!!
